I paid good money for a private doctor in the hope of hearing something new and understandable about some drugs and my possibilities, and he was almost rude and only told me what I already knew, and I feel petrayed. As if I had too much money.

I've spent a few days being worried. the main subjects of my worries are:

- I don't have the energy to do my dissertation.

- I don't know how and what to do with my dissertation.

- We have no money.

- I need to lose weight.

But in between the worrying life is good and red.

before & after